coming to an end...

in another 2 and a half weeks time, my first semester is gonna end.. when i first started this semester, i thought that the semester would not end forever but time flies. the semester is going to finish veryvery soon.. happy that im gonna hav holidays soon.. YAY!!!

but one thing is bothering me. i dun think i'll get good results for dis sem. in fact, i dun think i can even reach the target set.. the chances of me getting the target is like 0.00000000000001.. but oh well, there's nothing that can be done. the only thing i can do is work hard next sem. i really hope i will.. dun wanna play play anymore lol..

dunno wat to blog edi.. haha.. juz wanted to update it. so i think i'll stop here.. nid to write a journal of 8 pages=(

my view of life..

i realize, the ultimate purpose in life is not just about good results.
instead, good personality and being a blessing to other people should be my goal.
it's pointless having good results but a rotten attitude.

also,
i realize, people's opinion towards me is not as important as my own opinion towards myself
i want to start living a life that pleases myself
not a life that merely pleases people around me.

i realize, human beings can never be perfect and everybody makes mistakes in life
i shall not let my mistakes control me but i shall be a master of my mistakes
admit my mistakes and delete them from my memory
and never repeat them anymore.

i realize, there's so many things more worthy than material possession
i can have the best car, the best house, the most expensive things in the world
but still feel neither satisfied nor happy
as these are just temporary possessions in my life.

thus, my conclusion is, i am working on my life now.
i want to be a person with better virtues,
reduce the amount of mistakes i commit each day,
be a blessing to other people,
and gain happiness through this whole process.

revival of my blog

i did not realize that i have actually abandoned my blog for so so so long.. i do visit this blog but i feel that i have lost interest in blogging. maybe i should start blogging again so my friends will remember i still exist. lol..

i am already halfway through the 1st semester in intec.. social life considered quite good, but academic life, i don't think i am doing ok. perhaps english subjects are just not my cup of tea. having been speaking mandarin to most of my friends in high school, i find it pretty hard to speak english to friends. somehow i feel weird speaking so much english but i am starting to get use to it. sadly, my mandarin is going to sound weird as i seldom speak that language anymore.

i am glad to have such fun going housemates but the disadvantage is, we always talk too much until we forget to study. this really reminds me of those times when i used to talk with my beloved friends(you know who you are). i must learn how to be hardworking. i really envy people who can study. compare to them, i am like a lazy pig.

i realized i have undergo transformation in my life since i started college life here. due to the attitude, attendance and participation marks, i realize that i am paying more attention in class. even if i want to sleep, i will try my best not to because i know that i will lose a lot of marks if i do so. lectures here are really different from high school but the lifestyle is pretty much the same. we have fix venue for classes, fix recess, and of course, fix timetable. i prefer help's timetable. i like being a nomad, changing classrooms after every class and having breaks at random times.

that's basically what i am experiencing in my life now=)

note: i miss my batch's band buddies!!! can't wait to meet them. i hope more people will attend the gathering on the 18/9. i miss all of you very much. i am looking forward towards it.

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one week of holidays just passed by without me noticing.. did nothing much this week actually.. relaxed, played trumpet(but still cant play well), watched beethoven virus(an outdated drama), hang out with my friends(it's fun to hang out with you guys) and slept like a pig.

looking forward for paintball, trip to singapore=) but i don't want to go for medical checkup.. HELP!!!

startin soon...

im gonna start practicing trumpet dis hols.. for dis few months, ive not been practicing much and as a result, i cant play anythin now:(

it's very frustrating when u cant play sumting u feel like playing agghhh..

i muz practice practice practice practice!!!!!!!

i've made up my mind...

i've sort of made up my mind.. after my a levels external exam, im gonna stop a levels and start with a new course, American Degree Foundation Programme(ADFP).. although i spent 6 months at HELP and im juz goin to leave juz like dat, i wouldn't say it is a waste of time.. it's more of an experience for me..

juz an update bout myself..

will be havin a 3 weeks break after dis week n i'll be starting the new course at INTEC UiTM shah alam.. lucky thing, shah alam is not very far from my hse.. unlucky thing, i hav to stay at the hostel although my hse isn't dat far..

the sad thing is, im gonna leave my HELP classmates.. although i've juz known u guys for 5 months, i enjoyed being with u guys.. hope we'll still keep in touch n hang out together in the future.. haha.. i'll miss all those lame jokes n the funny moments hahaha..

5th of june, the laz day im gonna see my classmates at college.. it's juz 2 days away from now...

hmm...

chem test today.. din study much so i dont really expect much.. just hope it's still an a.. i din even check whether i did all the pages.. i got a feeling i left out some questions which i din notice..