macau here i come!!

hmm.. gonna miss college for two days.. but im not sad cuz im goin to have fun. college life is really tiring n finally im gonna take a break.. will be goin macau tomorrow.. im really looking forward to it.. hope i will have fun!!

msian studies assessment test...

had my msian studies test today.. it was neither easy nor hard.. i think it's moderate.. the total marks is 20.. hmm.. i think n hope i can get at least 10 marks.. may my wish cum true..

uni application

only today, i was told that my mentor is my chem teacher.. oh and she was telling us bout uni application stuff today.. as i have already know, we nid to prepare personal statements, testimonials from lecturers n also gud grades for forecast.

the thing that strike me the most is the word INTERVIEW.. she was sayin that the interview is the time that we r gonna show our true colours. then she talked about introvert, extrovert.. hav to learn how to speak out in claz n stuff..

i wonder, am i an introvert or extrovert person?? i myself really dunno.. sum1 pls tell me the answer..haha..

busy life ahead..

went for a sasa meeting today. i got to know that as a sasa scholar, im supposed to do internship for 148 hours.. 148 hours is equivalent to 6 days and 4 hours.. oh no!! im gonna be super super busy!!

why do partial scholarship holders nid to serve the same amount of hours as those full scholarship holders?? i think it's really unfair.. they shud determine the amount of hours based on the amount of money we're getting, like wat the merit scholarship does. i get half the amount of money, but do the same amount of work as those ppl..

thinking from a more positive prospect, im gonna gain lots of experience from the internship. juz hope dat it wont be boring. :)

i love malaysia???

hmm.. i wonder do i love the country so much.. even studyin a levels, im still takin malaysian studies. still hav to sit for msian studies test n do assignments for dis subject. actually im not sure why am i takin dis subject. it's juz a waste of time.

mayb i really looooovvvveeeee the country so much?? haha.. wat say u? i personally dun know the answer to dis ques xD.

walking..

claz ended n i was feeling exhausted.. called my brother to see whether he would be able to pick me up from the taman jaya lrt station. he said he haz to go college already. too bad, i had to find my own way home from lrt.

after takin rapid kl t634 bus to bangsar lrt n lrt to taman jaya station, i din know how to get home. wait for a bus?? i guess it would take me a long time.. so, i decided to take the no.11 bus(it means walk with my both legs). as the roads were quite busy plus my slow speed, it took me 25 mins before i reached home.

thinkin back, i feel my life has changed so much. when i was studyin in chs, i was chauffeured to every destination i wanted. now, not onli i have to take bus n lrt, i hav to even walk home.

note: im not grumbling. hehe.. juz bloggin bout how much my life has changed in juz a few months.:)

lectures...

had physics stats n chem lecture today.. dunno wat's happening to me, juz couldn't get wat is taught today.. making mistakes here n there, getting wrong answers several times.. help me!! hoping my brain will be functioning well tomorrow.. i hate the condition of my brain now.. ughh..

actually, im quite worried about my studies. starting to feel that i cant cope, especially in chem n physics. i really dun understand the concepts taught today. sum1 pls explain to me!! asking my lecturers is totally a no no to me. they'll sure feel why am i so stupid but still wanna take this course.

since i've decided to take dis course, im goin to survive thru dis one n a half year. if i've to work much harder than others, ill be willing to do so.. go go go li yen!!! u can do it!!