what will you do??

if the whole claz understands something except u, what will u do?? will u ask ur lecturer or will u choose to keep ur mouth shut and dont ask a single question??

laz time when i was in high skul, i'll choose to keep my mouth shut n not ask a single question.. but now, im payin for my tuition fees which is so expensive, i feel that im wastin money if i dun ask when i dun understand..

but, it's not easy for me to ask a ques.. like today during physics claz, i din understand wat was being taught n i asked the lecturer.. the whole claz understood it except ME.. at that moment i feel so dumb.. in the end, not onli i still did not understand, i wasted other 13 ppl's time.. all waiting for me to understand..:(

i feel so dumb.. the situation would have been better if i juz acted that i understand and learn it by myself when i get home..

wat will u do if u were in my position?? do leave some comments.. i nid advice!!

physics is a subject which im very interested in.. now that i dun understand so many things, i feel so depressed.. the onli way to solve dis prob is to find a way to understand those stuff that i dunno.. i hope to get a better understandin of physics.. pray hard..

every1 hav their limit..

some ppl may be very nice, they treat us very gud n they seldom get angry.. but i guess everyone have their limit to everythin..

from the first day of coll till today, it's the first time seein my stats lecturer losing his temper. i guess he wasnt very satisfied with our mock exam results. he was so diff today..

i feel bad to make him so angry.. when i asked him a ques today, he almost scolded me.. if i was a boy, i think he would have scolded me hehe.. but the fact is, im a GIRL.. so i escaped scoldin.. hehe..

hope dat i'll get 70 marks for my mock.. so that i can get an A forecast.. pray hard..

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hmm.. haven been updating for so so so long.. not bcuz im busy, juz bcuz im lazy.. okie start with the good new first.. im free from moral n malaysian studies already unless i fail!!!! but i think ill pass hehe.. after four months of 4-7 classes, i can finally end claz early..

secondly, onli one more month b4 exam... how how how?? no choice.. but study study study!!! rite?? i cant be lazy anymore!!

im not gonna on9 so often anymore.. muz start studyin edi.. so i shall update my blog lesser.. gud bye bloggie for the time being.. sayonara!!

updates!!

whoa i realised that i haven been using the comp for practically the whole week.. almost not at home the whole time from wednesday to saturday.. everyday also leave hse at 7 sumting, come home at 11 -12 sth at nite.. so basically i din on9 cuz i was too tired to do so.. hehe..

wed n thurs, i had to go to BGC for rehearsal for easter play, fri farewell dinner for hua yin, n sat was the easter celebration day.. n today, i went for the orange run organised by BHPetrol n i freaking ran 11km.. siao!! almost died..

actually i think it was quite an enjoyable week but now im starting to get nervous cuz my mock exams is gonna start next week n i haven had time to study.. owhh so scary.. n this week i will have to help out with the debate comp organised by help as im a sasarian!!!! how to study??? get bad results n a bad forcast meh?? ahhhhh.. i really hope i have the ability to do few things at 1 time..

okie.. i think dat's all for now.. will update asap!! again, i may not have time next week as it is goin to be a busy week for me!!!

bad impression!!

RAPID KL BUSES, I HAVE A VERY BAD IMPRESSION TOWARDS YOU!!!

knowing that 5pm is already peak hour, shouldn't the buses start moving non-stop?? i waited for freaking 20 minutes for the bus driver to appear and when he got on the bus, he played with his hp for a few minutes before letting us in.. what is this?? not professional at all.. how can we rely on public transport???

rapid kl buses, i really dislike u now!!

jpa interview

owh.. i waited from 2 to 530 before i was called in for interview.. it was a super long wait.. but the gud thing is, after waitin for so long, i did not feel so nervous..

im quite sad that my interview din go really smoothly, they asked me some weird questions that i din even know the answer. nevertheless, i managed to crap some stupid stuff haha..

at the end of the interview, the main interviewer told us not to be sad if we din get the scholarship.. when he was saying dat sentence, he kept lookin at me.. so i guess, i wont get dat scholarship.. n im quite sure dat the other applicants did much better than me so i shall really say sayonara to jpa n concentrate on my a levels now!! whee..

interview here i come..

in another few hours time, i'll be attending an jpa interview... im feeling nervous now so i decided to blog hehe.. hope that ill be able to stay calm during the interview later...

my current aim is to learn how not to be nervous in an interview.. i dun mind not getting it but i would be upset if i feel nervous later.. so bloggie, do pray and wish me luck hahaha..