is dis true??

intec?? american degree foundation programme??? is this true?? i really dunno.. offer letter where r u ?? im waitin anxiously for u=(

anyway, i shall focuz on my a levels externals first n decide wat to do later on..

NO!!!

when i know dat i did badly for physics, i told myself, i muz do well for mechanics.. my test results for mechanics is quite consistent, so i thought as long as i keep calm, i shud be able to do it.. but NO, i didnt do well at all..

one whole ques gone.. i din even know wat is the freakin question talking bout.. n now im starting to question myself.. why, why did i screw dis paper out of all my other tests??? why???? ppl are improving, n here i am, doing worse than my mocks.. i feel so helpless.. i definitely studied more for dis exam compared to my mocks which i studied for dunno how many minutes only..

im really fed up edi.. if dis is my luck, i juz hav to learn how to accept it... mayb dis is a test for me, to teach me how to face failures in life.. i know 1 of my major weakness is, i do not know how to accept failures..

the first time is alwayz the hardest.. but after dat, it will bcum easier n easier n in the end, as easy as ABC.. hopefully 1 day, i'll learn how to accept failure easily and try again without giving up!!!

wat's next??

for dis few days i've been wondering, will i be completing HELP a levels?? or will i be leaving it for another pre u course?? i really dunno the answer to dis ques..

IF i leave HELP, i feel that i've wasted so much time of my life.. 5 months of studies.. am i juz goin to leave like dat?? is it a wise decision?? on the other hand, if im leaving for a gud reason, why not.. afterall, 5 months is considered nothing compared to my future rite??

i guess i shall not think too much about dis matter... as everythin is still uncertain, im juz gonna pray for the best:)

nice day:)

went to shuraku for japanese dinner laz saturday with my fellow band mates n had so much fun.. had a chance to meet up with two of my ns frens, kah lee n feline.. as usual, we chit chat n listen to diff ppl tellin diff stories..

although all of us are in different coll, everytime we get together, i dun feel the gap between us.. the bond between us is so strong n i dun think it's gonna break anytime soon.. really love the time we hang out together...

and, as a japanese food lover, i really enjoyed the food very much.. thanks to mr. ng shea shin for introducing us to dis place.. will go back there again if i hav a chance hehe..

cant wait to meet up with u guys again.. hopefully in the next gathering, every1 will be able to make it:)

:)

after 4 days, finally my mock exam is over!! nid to catch up with some sleep and then by next week, i gotta turn on study mode again as my external exam is juz round the corner.. cant wait for hols...

finally...

after passing my drivin test for more than a month, FINALLY, i had a chance to drive the car.. yesterday was my 2nd time drivin after passin my test..

lookin at my own performance, i dont think ill be able to drive alone anytime soon.. mayb after 1 year or so... i dun even know how to turn properly.. i think if i dun b careful, one day my car gonna turn turtle haha..

but the funniest part is, my brother, upon seeing my drivin, asked me to go n play with toy cars to get an idea of how to drive.. my mother, on the other hand, suggested to me that i shud try playin those computer racing car games..

if playin these stuff actually can determine ur drivin skill, then i think i know why i drive so horribly.. laz time when i played the racing car games in arcade, i used to bang the divider super alot of times.. hahaha..

although their suggestions may sound funny, im gonna try it out if i have the time.. who knows, it may work n i can learn how to drive after 1 month..