macau here i come!!

hmm.. gonna miss college for two days.. but im not sad cuz im goin to have fun. college life is really tiring n finally im gonna take a break.. will be goin macau tomorrow.. im really looking forward to it.. hope i will have fun!!

msian studies assessment test...

had my msian studies test today.. it was neither easy nor hard.. i think it's moderate.. the total marks is 20.. hmm.. i think n hope i can get at least 10 marks.. may my wish cum true..

uni application

only today, i was told that my mentor is my chem teacher.. oh and she was telling us bout uni application stuff today.. as i have already know, we nid to prepare personal statements, testimonials from lecturers n also gud grades for forecast.

the thing that strike me the most is the word INTERVIEW.. she was sayin that the interview is the time that we r gonna show our true colours. then she talked about introvert, extrovert.. hav to learn how to speak out in claz n stuff..

i wonder, am i an introvert or extrovert person?? i myself really dunno.. sum1 pls tell me the answer..haha..

busy life ahead..

went for a sasa meeting today. i got to know that as a sasa scholar, im supposed to do internship for 148 hours.. 148 hours is equivalent to 6 days and 4 hours.. oh no!! im gonna be super super busy!!

why do partial scholarship holders nid to serve the same amount of hours as those full scholarship holders?? i think it's really unfair.. they shud determine the amount of hours based on the amount of money we're getting, like wat the merit scholarship does. i get half the amount of money, but do the same amount of work as those ppl..

thinking from a more positive prospect, im gonna gain lots of experience from the internship. juz hope dat it wont be boring. :)

i love malaysia???

hmm.. i wonder do i love the country so much.. even studyin a levels, im still takin malaysian studies. still hav to sit for msian studies test n do assignments for dis subject. actually im not sure why am i takin dis subject. it's juz a waste of time.

mayb i really looooovvvveeeee the country so much?? haha.. wat say u? i personally dun know the answer to dis ques xD.

walking..

claz ended n i was feeling exhausted.. called my brother to see whether he would be able to pick me up from the taman jaya lrt station. he said he haz to go college already. too bad, i had to find my own way home from lrt.

after takin rapid kl t634 bus to bangsar lrt n lrt to taman jaya station, i din know how to get home. wait for a bus?? i guess it would take me a long time.. so, i decided to take the no.11 bus(it means walk with my both legs). as the roads were quite busy plus my slow speed, it took me 25 mins before i reached home.

thinkin back, i feel my life has changed so much. when i was studyin in chs, i was chauffeured to every destination i wanted. now, not onli i have to take bus n lrt, i hav to even walk home.

note: im not grumbling. hehe.. juz bloggin bout how much my life has changed in juz a few months.:)

lectures...

had physics stats n chem lecture today.. dunno wat's happening to me, juz couldn't get wat is taught today.. making mistakes here n there, getting wrong answers several times.. help me!! hoping my brain will be functioning well tomorrow.. i hate the condition of my brain now.. ughh..

actually, im quite worried about my studies. starting to feel that i cant cope, especially in chem n physics. i really dun understand the concepts taught today. sum1 pls explain to me!! asking my lecturers is totally a no no to me. they'll sure feel why am i so stupid but still wanna take this course.

since i've decided to take dis course, im goin to survive thru dis one n a half year. if i've to work much harder than others, ill be willing to do so.. go go go li yen!!! u can do it!!

friendship

spending 5 years together, going thru tough times together, we were like a big family.. graduating from high school, everybody has their own life, new frens. our bond isn't dat strong anymore. when will be our next gathering where every1 will show up?? hope it'll be soon. hope that every1 haven't forgotten u actually hav dis bunch of frens b4=)

panic!!!

i think dis is my first time in my life i really got panic and forgotten everything.. went for my 2nd driving lesson today.. after teaching me how to do the parking, my driving instructor say he would go down from the car to see whether i was doin ok. dat time i din feel anythin.

the first time doing the parking with him observing from outside the car, i managed to do wat he wanted. then i continued doing it the 2nd time.. n u know wat i realised??? my drivin instructor wasn't even there to look at wat i was doing!!! he juz went off like dat.. my 2nd time drivin a car n nobody looking at me??

I started to panic. forgotten all the formula that he thought me, couldn't get into the parking lot properly. i really felt like giving up at that instance but i didnt.. i din even bother to follow the formula anymore, i used my own method to do the parking.. spent about 5 mins juz to get my car parked.. can u imagine it? so, to all reading my blog, nvr panic when u drive ur car!! relax.. but i guess none of u will panic while u r drivin.. im the weird 1:)

after the parking, i totally forgotten how to go up the slope n my car slide backwards.. dis is really the 1st time in my life my mind juz went blank.. it was juz so dangerous.. everything went wrong as i could not even think..

after that when i cooled down, everythin suddenly turn out to be ok.. the lesson i learnt today, nvr nvr ever panic!!! :)

SPM results

it's been two months after spm. busy with college life, i had practically forgotten about my pending spm results until this few days when people start to mention about it.

when i went to my aunty's house for a party, one of my relatives told me she received an sms stating that spm results will be out on the 23rd of february. i was thinking, nah, it's impossible, some of the candidates are still havin their national service. today, some1 said it will be out on the 12th of march. so i guess all these dates are juz rumours, nothing have been confirmed yet.

no matter when is the results coming out, it will still be the same. frankly speaking, im afraid of having to collect my result slip. i think i answered better during trials compared to spm. although spm results is not gonna affect my studies in any way, i still hope to get reasonable results to avoid makin my parents disappointed.

i know i din really work hard for spm and i guess there's a price to pay for my laziness. i may not get results as good as all my friends but i hope my results wont be too bad. hope im lucky enough to get 8 a1 so that i can get a scholarship for my a levels course. i know it's hard so im juz hoping :)

CNY with s6ians

missing claz party on the 3rd of november, claz trip on the 15-18 of december, i lost so much fun.. not that i din wan to go, juz dat i already hav other plans. finally, on the 31st of jan, i managed to meet up with my clazmates.. it was really fun meeting up with u guys!! cant wait for the next gathering..

after going to shwen nee's hse for her party, i followed sam to shea shin's hse to meet with my s6isans to go to shue ze's hse.. shea shin's house add is no.101, jalan athinahapan but we went to jalan athinahapan 1.. sam even asked the person there isit shea shin's hse then we knew it was the wrong hse.. after making some turnings, not very long, we reached shea shin's hse.. ppl already settled down so we actually felt quite lost there, din know who to talk to...

waited for those gamblers to finish their game before heading to shue ze's hse. until that moment, i haven gamble since the beginning of cny. after they were ready to leave, i sat kheng aik's car to shue ze's hse. he was quite nervous when he was at the parking lot n he was cursing n it was quite funny haha.. after some time, he managed to park the car.

went to shue ze's condo, n started watching tv... hmm.. it was actually my first time staying over in ppl's hse other than my bandmatez' hse.. kee siang came.. some of us went to shue ze's room.. ks started gambling with xiau yen and i watched them gamble.. i felt it was quite funny to see only two ppl playing blackjack. one gal, one boy gambling.. i couldn't resist the temptation n ended up joinin them gambling. i din even get blackjack once.. but nevertheless, gambling with my clazmates was really fun!! i won a miserable amount of rm 2 haha.. but it's still considered as a winning game rite??:)

ate maggi mee with xiau yen n i-ting. had some entertainment presented by ali aka brian loh who willingly become our waiter.. he even served us with napkins.. he was juz cracking jokes all the way till xiau yen tak boleh berhenti ketawa.. and then, the best part of the whole sleepover, our talk..

fiona, i-ting, shue ze n yong sheng actually squeezed on shue ze's queen size bed, me, xiau yen, nyit yang, brian loh on matresses.. missing those claz party n claz trip, i did actually missed out alot of 5s6 latest news.. i din even know shue ze was havin relationship with who!!! they din know i was so outdated so they were actually quite shocked when i din know haha.. sorry la frens, i'll keep myself more updated next time hahaha..thanks for answering my funny questions!!! talked talked talked n i really loved the talk cuz i got to know so many gossips of my fellow frens.. i luv to be updated!! one by one fell asleep and in the end, onli me, shue ze yong sheng n brian loh was awake.. since it was already 6, we decided to go to sleep..

when i woke up at 11 the next moring, most of them were still asleep.. saw ji hao n kee siang playin ps2 there.. after most of us were awake, we gamble once again.. xiau yen memang gambler la, she earn dunno how much le!! damn alot of money.. i started to get addicted to gambling then, oh no!!

bout 1230, we went for lunch.. went to eat lou she fun at taman tun.. was quite ok la the food but not really reasonably priced.. after lunch, some of us went home while some of them went to nyit yang's hse..

TO ALL S6ians WHO R READIN MY BLOG, IT'S REALLY FUN HANGING OUT WITH U GUYS. HOPE TO MEET UP AGAIN ASAP!!! U GUYS ARE REALLY GREAT FRENS!! LOVE U GUYS FOREVER!! HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL..

cny with frens!!!

i mostly celebrate chinese new year only with my family every year.. laz year i went to shwen nee's hse and dis year i did the same thing!! mayb i'm gonna do this for the following years until i get marry xD..

on the 31st of jan, kah lee's sis fetched me n sam n herself to sn's hse. sam, kah lee n sis came to my hse for a short visiting.. as my mum wasn't at home, i had to distribute ang pow to them(felt like an adult when i gave them those red packets). they were actually the 3rd group of ppl who visited my hse. haven been havin many visitors comin over for a long time.

although we din know the way, we did not really lose our way for long. did lose our way for less than 5 mins, felt so pro.. went to sn hse, she still sleeping like a pig!!! so we waited for her to dress up..

later on, kok hoe n wei chong came.. we carried out kah lee's favourite activity, sing k. haha.. wonder how many times did she visit red box during the hols.. although i dun like singing but singing with my buddies turn out to be quite fun.

time passed by so faz and it was evening. we went to shower n dress up.. guess most of u wont believe it.. i wore skirt for the 1st time!!!(other than the concert skirt that im forced to wear laz time).. cool rite?? i promised sn to wear n i din put aeroplane, dis really shows how loyal i am to my frens.. hehe.. party time juz eat eat chat chat chat.. i managed to meet up with sherlyn, xiao hui, shwen nee, sam, kah lee, kok hoe n wei chong.. n at about 10, left her hse n i went to another party.. muahahahaha.. will talk bout the party in my next post...